Take me to the magic of the moment - on a glory night!

What a glory night…

 

Many little things happened this evening that made i tone of a kind I haven’t had for a long time… perfect in its own little way, just because I felt so comfortable and easy going all the time...

 

Practice was really cool – a bit too easy-going, but still, trying many different things – disarming against a knife, buyaaa! not that I’d do it in real life – if ever there’s a possibility, I’ll run as fast as I can when someone comes at me with a knife! – new variations, one on one...

 

And a girl of the really advanced guys telling me: Hei, you got really good at this!

Wow! I mean, I realized myself that I have improved, that it is different from a term ago and that I am drawing nearer and nearer to equal with a few of the guys... I mean, after all, I am improving my one-on-one combat constantly, and I know most of the basic techniques, it’s just that I can not use them in a real combat situation because I don’t act quick and determined enough – but I guess there are few who are really able to disarm someone in a serious fight, at least among us... I don’t know, and it doesn’t matter at all, anyway! I am content, more than content... It was good to hear that. Really good!

 

Then we went for a drink, all of the sports-guys together... And after a while, I happened to sit right next to the guy I had such a terrible crush on just a few months back – and there was nothing! Nothing at all but sympathy – and of course I still think him really handsome, and I still admire him a bit and am quite fond of him, but in a completely different dimension of emotion. I am settled – but I guess that it would be like that even if it wasn’t so...

 

Anyway, I had fun chatting with the guys, here and there, much more involved and part of the group than last term, and a lot more open to other little groups – I found people I really get along well with, and I do sincerely hope we’ll meet again next term!

Well, in the end, my “ever-dream” – though in my mind I really don’t refer to him like that anymore safe or memories sake; I really think the crush I had on him will remain unique as a wave of feelings rolling over me – asked me about role-play-gaming and whether I had been out on a Con yet and we just talked a bit... it was elevating to find him remembering it, caring, promising once more to send me stuff if something crosses his path...

 

And then, walking home, tiny stardust-crystals dripping down, sparkling in the lamp-lights, black sky above and a chill, bitter cold wind... Iris in my ears, and just one thought filling my mind: I’ll be with my boyfriend tomorrow!

In my mind, I was dancing barefooted upon a snow-covered meadow – and I could have, if reason – and the low temperatures, I admit it – hadn’t driven me home...

 

What a glory night! There truly was some magic in this evening – and be it only because of the way I felt, and the way the snow keeps falling, illuminated by the street-lanterns, snowflakes shimmering golden in their dance towards the ground...

 

Back to a prior state, somehow... so much has changed, and I have to, and suddenly I see that I am still the same, somehow... maybe that’s just what made tonight so special... I am the same girl I used to be a year ago, or half a year...

 

Glorious feelings all over!!!  

13.2.09 02:07

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Holmes (13.2.09 03:34)
Gute Nacht, du Kämpferin *s* Genieß deine Ferien ^^

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